Last POEM post of the year ... "Shared Moments"

Last POEM post of the year ...
"Shared Moments"

Labels: Poetry

I just shared this poem with a friend of mine who is going threw a little ordeal similar to something I went threw back in 2005. She is really feeling this guy who already has a girl, and the guy isnt exactly acting like he has a girl (if you know what I mean). Actually I'll share the poem here, but look out for another post in a few minutes with the whole scenario.

Shared Moments

It's funny how niggaz think they are deeper than they really are
Want me to be blinded by images both near and far
Near being the pleasure of having me lying by his side
Far being his wifey, who is only a short plane ride...
...Away, and thus starts the time my moments with him are shared
Once content in who I was , now I'm constantly being compared
Vigorously trying to live up to what she use to be to him
Chasing a goal I'll never achieve 'cause chance of that are close to slim
Can't talk everyday, because she has to have her time
I feel like Monica, and she's Brandy, both singing "The boy is mine"
We empathize his wrong doing "cause we know he has a good heart
But I know his heart is with her, everytime we're apart
I'm new to the situation, so there's no love involved
Maybe I should just get out, then my problem will be solved
But no matter how much his 'king of the jungle' mentality bothers me
When its my day to be next to him, that's exactly where I'll be
Have I become complacent, or am I just trying to find my way
I dont want out of the situation, but can't put my finger on what's making me stay
He has an enormous wall up that could take a lifetime to break
Not to mention I counted at least 7 personalities, and I dont know how many more I can take
Angry outside, but inside I'm stressing love
Not necessarily with him, but with the man above
'Cause deep in my heart, I feel he was brought to me for a reason
I dont want this situation to negatively change because of the season
But I dont know what to do because the future is so cloudy
Maybe our time isnt substantial, I just get the days he's lonely
Wont settle for that because he indulges in my essence
Aroused without anything sexual, we embody each other's presence
So it can't be too good at home since he's trying to be closer
But just when he has me open, his past causes him to give me the cold shoulder
This situation boggles me because I'm not use to putting in so much time
So I'm coming to you now Lord, please show me a sign
Is he really worth the complexities that are my mind, heart, and spirit
My body and soul are all fogged, I need you to come and clear it.

"PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE, CHILD... YOU HAVE TO TAKE IT SLOW"
But am I headed in the right direction, which way do I go?
"THE MOMENTS YOU SHOULD BE SHARING, ARE THOSE SPENT WITH ME,
THEN ALL THAT IS CLOUDY, YOU'LL BEGIN TO CLEARLY SEE"




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