I relapsed...and it feels oh so good
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re·lapse 
[v. ri-laps; n. ri-laps, ree-laps]
Yup I fell back, tooted that thang up and let him slip right back into my sweet juices
Ugh... I was doing good too... I think it had been like 3 months since we last indulged
I needed that though, I needed him
And I was horny...hell, and he was looking so damn scrumptulous... big chocolate hunk of a man that he is
I was vulnerable, seeing him made me weak in the knees and I didn't even want to be strong
I wanted a piece of him and I got it
So this has nothing to do with him, it was all about me... getting what I needed at the time
And at this very moment I have no regrets
Why can't a chick just want to get hers every now and then
Semipro is going to be the death of me
Song of the moment - Usher "Do it to me" because I swear this was playing in our heads when we saw each other... so much damn sexual tension that has now been released.
[v. ri-laps; n. ri-laps, ree-laps] | to fall or slip back into a former state, practice, etc. |
Yup I fell back, tooted that thang up and let him slip right back into my sweet juices
Ugh... I was doing good too... I think it had been like 3 months since we last indulged
I needed that though, I needed him
And I was horny...hell, and he was looking so damn scrumptulous... big chocolate hunk of a man that he is
I was vulnerable, seeing him made me weak in the knees and I didn't even want to be strong
I wanted a piece of him and I got it
So this has nothing to do with him, it was all about me... getting what I needed at the time
And at this very moment I have no regrets
Why can't a chick just want to get hers every now and then
Semipro is going to be the death of me
Song of the moment - Usher "Do it to me" because I swear this was playing in our heads when we saw each other... so much damn sexual tension that has now been released.
[Chorus:]
Do it to me
Do it to me
I wanna feel you touch my body baby, body baby
Do it to me
Do it to me
I guarantee you won’t regret it
let me set it out like you ain’t never had it
Do it to me
Do it to me
I want you to grab me talk to me
tell me how do you like it
when do you want it
when you all up on it boo
Do it to me
Do it to me
I’m gonna give it to you
I’m gonna make this a night to remember
[Verse 2:]
Watchin’ you work the stick in the ride
[Verse 2:]
Watchin’ you work the stick in the ride
the motion how you move from 3rd to 5
And imagine what it’s gon’ be once we get inside
And you put that ooh wee on me and you work me the same way
And imagine what it’s gon’ be once we get inside
And you put that ooh wee on me and you work me the same way
boo I can’t wait
I’m tired of thinkin’ about it, speakin’ about it,
I’m tired of thinkin’ about it, speakin’ about it,
baby it’s time to be about it,
turn off the lights, tear off your clothes, jump in the bed, and let it flow.
The Squeezin' holdin’ bitin’ scratchin’ spankin’ screamin’ pullin’ my hair
when you need me everything goes…baby when you…
[Bridge:]
So long I waited for this night to get inside you
[Bridge:]
So long I waited for this night to get inside you
look in your eyes and tell you baby take me I’m yours
And if you feel anything like I feel
And if you feel anything like I feel
by the end of the night I’m certain you’ll be screamin’ for more
I 'm gonna do anything and everything to your body
I 'm gonna do anything and everything to your body
till you break down can’t take no more
From the bed to the floor, to the top of the stairs you gon’ get it baby
From the bed to the floor, to the top of the stairs you gon’ get it baby
please please…ooh DO IT TO ME…
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But a chick CAN just want to get hers every now & then...it's our prerogative.:)
relapses. tell me about it.
girl - you just crack me up.
This is whats called a win-win situation.
LOL@ Dave, but I agree.
You know what was playing in my head while I was reading [Andre]Fuck that. I was drunk, it was my birthday, AND I LIKED IT[/3000]
Yousa beautiful grown ass woman. Get yours!
And maybe sneak one in for me. *sigh*
Then again, my text is going off, maybe not...
Girl I'm not even mad at you. I am glad you feel better.
Guuurrrlll...sometimes that is what you need. That is your right as a woman! ;o)
Lol. I relapsed myself recently after over a year and a half. Now I want some more, so I ain't even mad at cha girl. Do You!
girl don't worry... we should all be so lucky! get yours...
Damn, Eb...where's your willpower!? Just kidding...
You gotta do what you gotta do!
Been there done that! Sometime you just have to get yours!! I ain't mad at cha!
Why am I hearing Diddy in my mind going, "Take dat, take dat, take dat?"
Sometimes you need a good relapse... or two.
say it aint so!!!
lol...go on girl....
sometimes, you need just need to
fall off the wagon....
The crazy thing about this..
I swear on my life, I have that print over my bed..
Girl, ain't NOTHING wrong w/ getting "ours" sometimes...woo chile!
lmao! didn't we just discuss him last week lol..hell yeah you can get yours! we discussed that too..when u need it u need it
Ummm How come we didn't get the details...I want details dammit...How did it go down...You forget I'm nosy...lol
Alright now! That's what I'm talking about. Get yours darlin.
Sounds like the sweetest hangover!
-OG
yeah. what about the details. lol
Get it girl!!!
Hey...I'm not mad at you girl
Girls got needs too! :)
Hey, you have to do what you have to do...nothing wrong with it.
its funny how all the women are giving me big up and all the men are nosy as all hell wanting more info
so here is how it went down
he text me what I was doing
I texted back that I was at a party for VH1's hip hop honors and that he should come thru
he said cool... he came thru... looking finer than I think I have ever saw his ass... told me he wasn't really in the party mood so he wasn't going to stay long...
I said nah you should stay and try to get me drunk
he said I'm already horny, so that may cause problems
I said, I don't see a problem
He took me home so that we didn't get on some Usher ish and be making love in the club...lol
@mzinspired - girl I love WAK... I have his Light my Fire painted over my bed
If you got it, flaunt it!
Ain't a damn thing wrong with it.
Love the WAK painting. He has great artwork.
if i had a nickel for every time i relapsed!!!
and this is why i just gave you the honest blogger award. i wonder what other truths you gonna tell?!?
oh, and i'm glad you got yours. i'm *this* close to getting mine too!
LMAO! You sound like me. My slip up was last Friday with Firefighter. Gurl...I have been thinking about that thing since our blow up. I don't know what to do with myself now because I'm so wanting that again...over and over and over again. ***long sigh***
Aw, gurl please. I seen this sitiation coming from a mile away. It was just a matter of time.
Question is, was this just a one time thing or is the relationship back on.
I so understand the relapse... I have a poem about that I will post one of these days that touches on that exact feeling/doing/enjoying..
when the lurst calls, you have to answer....nothing was given up at all, it was a thank you, you're welcome situation- as Kanye would say.
So, are ya'll gonna finally 'talk' about the realness?? I guess once you do that it won't be so much of a guilty pleasure...
I mean, yeah it would be, but you wouldn't have to feel guilty and feel like you 'relapsed', you know? But, what do I know...do what you do...
Dude must have magical powers, damn...
@nikki- thx girl... and go on head and get yours!
@realhustla - daaanng... why you always coming over here calling me out...lol... I was strong... for the whole summer... fall hit and I don't know why all that just plummeted so fast
definitely a one time thing. I am OK with things not advancing with us. Before I wrecked my brain trying to figure out why he wasn't acting right but now I'm in a place where I am working on me and I really dont care too much anymore
@Charles - Probably not... its funny because my roommate was out with me and was in the car on our way home... She straight got in his ass the whole ride home. Like ya'll know ya'll like each other... I dont even know why ya'll just work it out... Semipro what's up, why you and my girl aint hanging no more, I aint seen you in a minute. She was straight grilling him the whole way home. It was so awkward... his answers were interesting. I think he said more to her than he has ever said to me.
So part of me that makes the list of pro's and cons of him.. there aren't that many cons but they are big cons... so if Mr. Ruff and Tuff was willing to compromise I can see us being a team but I don't see that happening.
And he does NOT have magical powers...lol! He's just sexy as hell. Physically he is my perfect type so its hard to deny him. Extremely hard!
You go girl!! :)
We all relapse from time to time... :) but there's nothing wrong w/ it..... :)
I say get yours as long as you know that the good good is all he may be good for.....just keep him as a jumpoff cuz he aint ready for nothing else
Well it's about damn time!
I'm happy for you! Sometimes a relapse can be a good thing.
I'm wishing it was me lol.
lol, you act like it's a bad thing, lol.
Girl, you got me lookin at my cell right now ready to break down and call my "indulgence"!!!
DO. YOUR. THANG.
get it honey, get it! oww oww oww!! lol
LOL I know how relapses go. As long as your heart dont get all confused with the physical closeness then I say its not a bad thing. but im with charles and your friend. Yall need to quit playing!! lol well he needs to anyway...
Girl, I feel you. It happens sometimes. And I bet it was like the greatest thing you've ever done. lol.
there is NOTHING wrong with that!! if ur doin it for YOU then more power to you! why add a new man onto "the list" (cuz u know good and well we all have one) when u can just get a quick fix from someone already on it. u wanted some, u got urs, ur good. period. now if it were HIM that wanted some and u gave in, thats different. feel me?!
LMAO... u kill me... all i can say is.. if u know a good man who can hit it right... go for it..
Im Baaaaccccccckkkkk........Man that chemistry be going hard!!! Some people just do it for you....now you just gotta watch your emotions seeing as he is not your man....
Hey everyonce in a while its never about them...it's all about what we want and need..so glad you got to release homie LOL...I'm sure you feel much better now :)
Girrrlllll. Relapses are not always bad.
Oooweee girl. I am not mad at you.
Sometimes it really is all about gettin some of that good. Helps to relieve the stress.
well atleast 1 of us is gettin some dack.
-KB
@melody - you sound like my roommate. She said to me when I was in the club and trying to be strong... she was like do it... and just dont call him after... wait for him to call you and you have the power... make him feel like you just used him for dick... and that's basically what I was thinking in my head anyway... just gotta make sure I don't get the urge to call him now... ugh the games we play...lol
aint nothin wrong wit tha, u a grown woman out here.
we all have relapses, shit i need a lil relapse in my life...
J/K!
lmao @ tooted it up
Physical chemistry is a beast!!!
But as long as you are comfortable with how things are going and what may be or not be, girl do your thizang.
As comical as this entry is...it very well could've been a post in my blog. *gasp*
Hey..you were doing you (and well him too)!! You go girl!!!
Aint nuthin wrong with a 'lil relapse, lol...I just had one the other day after five months, so I'm definitely feeling you. Just trying to make sure I keep the upper hand :/
oh..
well..
damn...
;)
I'm glad SOMEONE's getting some! lol
(5 months and counting... *le'sigh*) =)
I love that u said u tooted that thang up lol
Do it to me is the jam....I miss pre Tameka Usher Raymond IV
At least your relapse was a positive experience, look at the sunny side of life :-)
hey
go head and get urs
the guilty pleasure strikes again.
Omg, i feel you so. I relapsed so many times its not funny. So I don't even say what I am not going to do anymore, cuz a girl does have needs so why deny myself?
=]
~Rook
OH MY! :o HOPE HE ISNT READING THIS
@mika - girl you dont even know the half... he is so damn sexy I just want to bite him... especially his back muscles, and chest, and his man part is just so damn cute when its fully erect.. OK let me stop before I be calling him to come back over tonight...lol
@mimi - upperhand indeed
@diamonds - I miss pre-tameka ush too (sigh)
@rich - go ahead and say ya told me so... realhustla already did
@gladitsnight - he doesnt know I have a blog... or at least I dont think so... I've never told him about it... so he better not be reading
Hell no I ain't mad at ya! In my best Tupac voice.
It's sometimes a must, so you got yours he got his and life moves on.
And oohh yeah that was Usher at his best.
wow gurl! LOL high five to u. glad it was worth it. we all have our weak moments.
hey...get yours. who said you couldn't...
more power to you.
Gurl aint nuthin wrong w/ gettin urs!!
Don't stop get it get it, lol.
you and semipro??? *sigh* you don't listen to ya big brutha, do you? lol
but i ain't mad at you for squeezing one off. haaaaaaaaaaaaaa
LMAO i aint even mad at you!!!
Get yours! We have needs too!
Sometimes you gotta sit that pride aside to get what you want...ask me how I know?
Glad you got what you need!!
lmbo!!! get urs girl...thas jus the bad girl in u...
gon and work it out ;)
Dont stress it. We all relapse. But you can get "clean" again. Just stay far from temptation and occupy your time.
Good luck.
It's aiiiight... the Cowboys lost to the muhf****n Redskins!! I did some relapsing myself this week... cuz being at the game in Texas was quite painful for me.
whoa. i'm not mad at ya..
As long as it was about you and not all about him...
does it count as a relapse if you "plan ahead"? i want to relapse. i want to relapse BAD...
this is tricky b/c you're feeling him on more than just a physical level. as long as you don't set urself up thinking/hoping/wishing things will change or that he'll start treating you differently than he has been then it's all good, i guess.
Backsliding! LOL Hey, you got it out your system and kept it moving.
Ha! How did I miss this post! Get the book!
He he he, you're making me blush...
girl i completly understand....i do! :)
Yeah you got some! LOL!
Men are yucky and not good for you....
Or so I have been told.
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